Everybody feels like that sometime, huh? I felt like I hadn't made any progress with my water colouring and somehow, I even felt like I'd gone backwards!! Like my skills had become retarded or something, but actually, it was my thoughts which were the retardation. Well, well, I know one shouldn't bring oneself down bla, bla. I've read about the effects of optimisms and pessimism have on your mental health so I try a lot more willingly to pat myself on the back when it doesn't go the way I want it to. Like right now, I'm sure my grammar is ridiculously bad.
But, I try to remember the really good pieces I've painted, and I feel more positive but at the same time... The pessimistic retardation which is my thinking power right now, is thinking only one thing...
How the hell did I ever create this!? And will I ever be able to do it again!?
*mad sobbing*
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